Tak..yes..Da...Si..Evet..Ja...

"All your life you are told the things you cannot do.
All of your life, they tell you what is right, what is wrong....Friends tell you, give suggestions...Your parents advise all the time...The Books tell you...So called wisdom authors drive you..
All your life they will say you're not good enough or strong enough or talented enough; they will say you're the wrong height or the wrong weight or the wrong type to play this or be this or achieve this.

The religion puts barriers to you...Creates a fear not to do things...
They will tell you no, a thousand times no, until all the no's become meaningless.
All your life they will tell you no, quite firmly and very quickly.
Then you will just listen to your heart,
And you will tell them yes."

Don't worry...Just be....

"Happiness cannot be traveled to, owned, earned, worn or consumed.
Happiness is the spiritual experience of living every minute with love, grace and gratitude."

Enjoy The Life...or, Do you enjoy the Life ? What have you changed today ?

Listen to me ,

There's not a gesture, even the most insignificant ,that can't change the world.

You see, every detail, every gesture, as slight as it may be, reveals an infinity of truth and thus has an endless repercussion and grandoise effects....

You only have to piss in the sea, to make the ocean rise...

Don't they say the beating of a butterfly's wing over the Atlantic, can cause a hurricane in the pacific ?

So, feel free sometimes to do sth stupid, random and ludicrous

That stupid, random and ludicrous act can upset the order of the world...

Who are we ?? Who is " us" ?

We ARE God, We ARE Creation, We ARE Love... so let's start acting like it."

Mission ????

You’re still waiting for others to change without really correcting the aspects of yourself that you need to transform. Making this correction is a fundamental aspect of our spiritual work.

There’s even a Hebrew word for it: tikkun. Completing your tikkun is why your soul is in the world in this lifetime

Your closest relationships are the place where your tikkun can really be completed — where you don’t just find the person you were looking for, but literally transform yourself into the person you are meant to be.

Whisper,Whisper,WHISPER

Through Your eyes....Part I

Your eyes.....
I am not gonna mention how beautiful they are , because i am quite positive you have heard it million times before....
I am gonna explain you how special they are.....
Your Looks...
First time i saw you...I only thought how beautiful they are...Then...I started to read my thoughts upon your eyes...
The eyes are the window of the soul...

One day , THAT day , I looked into your torn eyes and saw my eternal bliss.
I was about to tell you yesterday...Then i had to cut it off....The reflection of the wine...Tells a lot of things...
Most people do not see it...Wouldn't recognise it...Maybe not willing to understand it....
You drag me into you...There is not one single moment in time, that doesn't stretch an eternity within your eyes.

All those years, i'd closed myself...That nobody could reach me...maybe even you, at the end, will not be able to reach me...nor finish your discovery about me...discover the kid inside me...
I don't know...we don't know...What we know is ; i feel your soul...and when i look into your eyes, i go to my imagination world...and i take you there...i'll keep you taking there....It's a virgin place..that no one had entered before...You felt it just once...and that was just the start...
You will start to feel it more, when you are ready....
I look into your eyes and I feel that somebody is feeling me...
You make me feel somehow.....mmmm....
I look into your eyes,
and i remember the moments we had which will last forever,
I look into your eyes,
See the reflection...The reflection of how i wanna touch you...Reflection of how i wanna discover....Reflection of feeling somehow...Different..unique..Not as before....
I look into your eyes,
and start to wonder what they are telling....I wanna see my eyes through yours...

No one is capable of understanding what another person is thinking of.....if i could just read you ....
No one is that sensitive to feel, what the other person is feeling......If i could just hear your heart...
No one can reach the soul of other people.....But i CAN see you...

i can see your eyes....and through your eyes i see your soul....i will never reach her...becuase she's yours...but i am touching her gently...loving her softly...whispering to her quitely....And i wanna make your soul to feel in a way that she has never felt BEFORE......and your eyes are helping me to contact with your soul....That's why your eyes are special...

You are special....

Ohh, yes you are....

Fall.....Epidode I

Now i know...

I long for you in my arms when you are there, far from us...

I know a magic,that stars and sands and smiles and "secrets" whisper...

I know a moment that rains and dawns and moons and loves devour....

I know a calm, a chaos, a close capture that my heart dies for...

I know you, there, then in my arms in the shadow of my yearning for you...

There,then your eyes...are in my eyes...forever....

So Close to Never Hapening

Every man, woman, and child alive should see the desert one time before they die. Nothin' at all for miles around... Nothin' but sand and rocks and cactus and blue sky... Not a soul in sight....No sirens.... No car alarms...Nobody honkin' atcha. No madmen cursin' or pissin' in the streets. You find the silence out there, you find the peace. You can find God.

You made me found those on Saturday nite....When i was touching you, on that moment, on that very moment you took both of us to the desert.... I freaked out as a consequence....i just freaked out...How couldn't i? Never seen, never expreinced such a strong feeling...and all of those beauty,those feelings were shaken by my fear...Lots of emotions at one time hit me...it hit me so hard...didn't know what to do...It was a reaction of my underconcious..The war between my head and my heart had the biggest fight ever....and i fell...it hit me...
Maybe you will never understand me...nor forgive me...
but, you see; It was a self preservation thing...

If we see eachother in this life time again, and if we touch eachtoher again....You know that, this time it ain't just be the desert...it will be something bigger...
You may ask, if i am gonna freak out again ?
The answer is ; i didn't know what to do...and i fell...and why do we fall ? So that we might learn to pick ourselves up....

Do you remember, when i was telling you what is the thing that i like in you most.....but i never told u actually....That's it..That was it...This is it...
I knew it from the begining...I knew it we were going to expreince other dimensions...YOU were going to make me those things to you...i knew it, i saw it coming...That's the thing i like most in you..The Hunger of Your Beauty to Discovery...Discovering you...

Rest In Piece My Master...

Nazmi Bari...

A name that i respect...adore...

First you were my Tennis Master...

Then you tought to me not just how to be strong on the field, but also how to face the difficulties in life..

I learned to create " my own " theories about life...thanks to you

You were there, when i needed..You were there , making me run under the rain, making me shoot services for 4 hours, making me be strong and shouting to my face everytime i made a mistake...

I developed this quote and implemented to my life thanks to you...

" Why do we fall ? So that we can learn to pick ourselves up "

Let Your Soul will be in peace...I will give all of my energy to your Soul...

We will see each other again...But not yet..Not yet...

Thank you...

The moment when we lost "us "...

I hated..That day...You were away...That picture of you, tells a lot...

I hated...The moment you told me that you were not feeling me...

I hated...Being far away from your eyes...

I hated...Being far away from your presence...

I loved...The weekend...with you

I loved...Dancing with you...

I loved...Socialising with you..

I loved...Touching to you..As i never did with someone else so much...

Moreover..what made me suprised was ; i loved sleeping with you...

I think it's a Good Summary of us...

We can have the best times, in the mean while we may have the worst...

Black & White...

We are like Angels...Different ones that look like each other...i guess we both are Bad Angels...Dancing so far apart...

I would have never imagine that i was going to dedicate this song to someone ..My song...

And every single line represents a lot...regarding to us...

Dance of the Bad Angels..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QI0K0WpeNhs

What a journey
So hard to describe
Your harbour so small
The ocean so wide
Spin the wheel, spin the wheel
Go wherever she spins
Surrender to this wave that's rolling in

Homing fingers
Starting to dig
Raising expectations
Lifting the lid
There's a show going down
Going deeper within
I long to lose myself
Inside your skin

What a feeling under the stars
My body's rotating from Venus through Mars
There's a war going on
Between my head and my heart
I wonder how they grew
So far apart

I'm so shaken, about to explode
The myth of kissing princes is they turn into toads
There's a war going on
Between the sun and the moon
Before they come to terms, we'll be consumed

Oh my God
Please take me now
I'm ready for ascension
If I only knew how
Give me wings, give me wings
Now I'm stuck on the ground
Receive this blood and bones
I'm homeward bound

See the statue growing wings
This singer was a virgin
Until he conceived
God is love, God is love
And her lover I'll be
I long to leave the world in ecstasy

Dance with me around this fire
The dance of bad angels who'd love to fly higher
God is love, God is love
And her lover I'll be
I long to lead the world in ecstasy

Would you like to dance?

To her, For her, To the very girl, that makes me dance....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lZqTmgwul1g

To my young,crazy,weird,Polish Beauty ....

"When you sleep with someone your body makes a promise whether you do or not."