My History X...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rjzoO7YPKss

Bob Sweeney: There was a moment... when I used to blame everything and everyone... for all the pain and suffering and vile things that happened to me, that I saw happen to my people. Used to blame everybody. Blamed white people, blamed society, blamed God. I didn't get no answers 'cause I was asking the wrong questions. You have to ask the right questions.

Derek Vinyard: Like what?

Bob Sweeney: Has anything you've done made your life better?

Danny Vinyard: So I guess this is where I tell you what I learned - my conclusion, right? Well, my conclusion is: Hate is baggage. Life's too short to be pissed off all the time. It's just not worth it.

Derek says it's always good to end a paper with a quote. He says someone else has already said it best. So if you can't top it, steal from them and go out strong. So I picked a guy I thought you'd like. 'We are not enemies, but friends. We must not be enemies. Though passion may have strained, it must not break our bonds of affection. The mystic chords of memory will swell when again touched, as surely they will be, by the better angels of our nature.

Mind the Gap...

Gizli Ask

Bağlılık, biyât, itaat etmek.. ..Bu üç zor fiili gerçekleştirmenin en şahşahlı yolu, Dervişin mürşidine sunduğu bir zarftır .
Boş bir kağıt, bir kalem, bir de silgi .
Kagit Ömür demek . Kalem ile silgi ise benim hayatimi sen yazarsin sen silersin demek..
Ben hic , azametin karsisinda aciziyetimin bilincindeyim…
Sen ne yazarsan guzel sen neyi silersen guzel demekIstedigin gibi yasat istedigin gibi oldur demek…

Le moulin

You cry, you blame God, you blame yourself, and then you cry some more...
And all the while , you let your friends help you..
It's pretty simple
But very painfull.....

Let Go...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=retgA1VZvj4

Sam: This is your one opportunity to do something that no one has ever done before and that no one will copy throughout human existence. And if nothing else, you will be remembered as the one guy who ever did this. This one thing.

Sam: I haven't even lied in like, the past two days.

Andrew Largeman: Is that true?
Sam: No.

Andrew Largeman: You know that point in your life when you realize that the house that you grew up in isn't really your home anymore? All of the sudden even though you have some place where you can put your stuff that idea of home is gone.
Sam: I still feel at home in my house.

Andrew Largeman: You'll see when you move out it just sort of happens one day one day and it's just gone. And you can never get it back. It's like you get homesick for a place that doesn't exist. I mean it's like this rite of passage, you know. You won't have this feeling again until you create a new idea of home for yourself, you know, for your kids, for the family you start, it's like a cycle or something. I miss the idea of it. Maybe that's all family really is. A group of people who miss the same imaginary place.

Final boarding call for all...
Take your seats as quickly as possible.
Sam: What are you doing?

Andrew Largeman:Remember that idea I had about working stuff out on my own... and then finding you once I figured stuff out?

Sam: The ellipsis?
Andrew Largeman:Yeah. The ellipsis. It's dumb.It's dumb. It's an awful idea. And I'm not gonna do it, okay?'Cause like you said, this is it.
This is life...
and I'm in love with you, Samantha.
I think that's the only thing I've ever been really sure of in my entire life.
I'm really messed up now,and I got a lot of stuff I gotta work out.
But I don't want to waste any more of my life without you in it, okay?
Sam: Yeah.And I think I can do this! I mean, I want to.
Andrew Largeman: We have to, right?- Yeah!
Sam: Right?

Andrew Largeman: Yes!

Sam: So what do we do?
Andrew Largeman: What do we do?

New Beginning... 2008 ....

No Ordinary Morning

Sometimes I go about in pity for myself and all the while a great wind carries me across the sky.

Ojibway saying