Thursday, December 11, 2008

Into My Arms...


But I believe in Love
And I know that you do too
And I believe in some kind of path
That we can walk down, me and you
So keep your candles burning
And make her journey bright and pure
That she will keep returning
Always and evermore
Into my arms, O Lord, into my arms
Into my arms, O Lord, into my arms
Into my arms, O Lord, into my arms

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Close your eyes...and get ready for the next massage


Next time....

The Orange will take you to another dimension...

and you have NO IDEA....




but you gonna love it

A Polish Girl in Paris



And YESSSS
I am soooo exiceted...
WE will be there...
No just you...
WE WILL LIVE it together...
WE will experience it togehter
I just can't wait for it...

You need TO KNOW....



My Dear,
My Sweetie,
There are a lot to tell you...
I know i have been speaking so much....But i have a lot to tell you...more..more...
I want you to know a lot of things...
I want you to know that it is OK to cry..
It is not right to keep yourself bottled up inside...
i wish you could know how truly i love you
it is indescribable, all the feelings of come to..
When you need a shoulder cookie, mine is free..
I will be your best friend, when you need...
You need to know that i ain't a hero
But for you, i can create everything from zero
i wish you could know my thoughts that run through my head
I wanted you to know that i am here for you always
i will not be the one to leave you on your bad days
You need to know that the future is inevitable
We can not run or hide ourselves from it.
And ALinka,
i want you to know that i want this to last
i want to endure w/o the fear of the past
I want you to know that i will dance with you...
Not till the end of love...
Till the very end...
ohhh and i will make you feel so....the ONE...
Sometimes i got confused
But this confusion clears when i am with you
i wish you could know how fast i did fall
My love for you ; grew fastest at all..

Parasol...


You started to drag....
But this time, not your past....

Friday, December 5, 2008

A Know How.Maybe the last one..Regarding to who i am..



I'D thought for a second that you'd understand who i am.....
Every time a single life format is born, there's a different positioning of stars. Every individual has their own rising ( shining ) star. This star influences their lifes in a significant way. Because the existence if the ascendant, rising star , is totally depends to the life format.

The ascendant or rising sign, is the zodiacal sign and degree that was ascending on the eastern horizon at the specific time and location of an event. According to astrological theory, celestial phenomena reflect or determine human activity on the principle of 'as above so below'.
Thus astrologers believe that the ascendant signifies a person's awakening consciousness, in the same way that the Sun's appearance on the eastern horizon signifies the dawn of a new day.
Because the ascendant is specific to a particular time and place, it signifies the individual environment and conditioning that a person receives during their upbringing, and also the circumstances of their childhood.
For this reason, the ascendant is also concerned with how a person has learned to present him or herself to the world, especially in public and in impersonal situations. In some circumstances, it can therefore function as a shield or mask to guard a person's real nature - in other words the 'defense mechanism' every person has to cope with unfamiliar or uncomfortable situations. The ascendant also has a strong bearing on a person's physical appearance and overall health.
The Ascendant is thus considered to be of great significance in all schools of astrology because it in effect serves as the filter through which everything in a horoscope- including the Sun and Moon- is expressed. Most astrologers believe that the Rising Sign exerts an influence equal to or more powerful than the Sun and Moon. In Jyotish, the ascendant is without question the most individual and defining element in the chart.
Another factor concerning the effect of the ascendant is the theory that people become more like their sun sign after around 30 years old, as they grow older and more confident and thus have less of a need to present a public face to others. It is also theorised that when the progressed ascendant moves into the following sign, it weakens the influence of the natal ascendant..

In other words Alinka, the more i shine , the more happy you will be...Even though you don't want your happinies to be dependent to me...to your star...
Just a very quick example ; yesterday you made me relaxed a little....and as a result ;Look to today...You laughed a lot with the video, You are going to Paris...
Do you think among all of those cities, that you could have gone, is it a coincidence that you are going to one of the 2 cities , you wanted to go ?
There's no such a think called as coincidence.
I knew how you wanted to go Paris, or to Barcelona...
and i sacrifisied myself...
I could have focused on Comerio, too...For us, for myself...
But i have focused , i diverted my mindset, my prays, my thoughts for you to go to Barcelona or Paris...
"T" issue is very important, but how come would you expect me to continue believing you , after forgetting such a thing ? Thos morning's result...
How can i shine...
I will always ask for your happiniess...
But when it comes to mine ....
I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, I know you'll be a star
In somebody else's sky, but why, why, why
Can't it be, can't it be mine